Whats left inside

You'll never read this.

But if I could tell you something, it'd be that I miss you. I don't know why but my heart is aching for you. I could never actually say that to you, and you would never actually understand. But it's killing me that time is passing by so quickly and nothing has happened and probably never will. This past 4 months has gone by like nothing. Your feelings for me change as quickly as heartbeats. And I just need you to stay, I need you to want me, I need you so much closer than you could ever know.