A love lost

I love you for not giving your heart to me and not trusting me with you pride.

I love you for not wanting me and not needing me by your side.

I love you for the emotions I never knew I had.

I love you for making me feel like shit.

I love you for not thinking of me.

I love you for the way you are and for how you make me feel.

But most of all I love you because you made me stronger by putting me in a 5 month vacation to hell.

Stay put

Just stay there. Because I'll be coming over.

Come on up to you

Nobody has made me feel this way before. You're everything that I wanted and I'll get you. Not today, but someday.

To sweet beginnings and bitter endings

I love you and I hate you at the same time.

The nothing

Maybe I'm just a silhouette to you.

Broken promises

Watch out for the breaking hearts tonight.

The amnesia

I'll say goodbye to you and your lies.

The beauty that was

Your face is a minor detail.

The you

You're every single emotion.

These sappy little romances

I'll continue to learn from them.

There's a reaction to every action

It's easy to turn back. But it's not easy to forget.

Psycho traumatic

Feel the world inside my head.

The eye of the storm

The sky is dark. A tidal wave is approaching. I am moving on.

On my own

Well I'm blind. Reactions too late. I'm behind.

Will fuck off

You're happy. That's good. I'm not gonna stand in your way.

The psychodramatic

I was trapped and caught in a dream.

The castaway

See through the hallowed eyes in my dreams.

The discovery

It is in our being brokenhearted that we become wiser and learn more about ourselves.

The farthest side of my dream

We only remember the good stuff.

Touch the sky

I'll open my mind and be the things I want.

With a fist in my mouth

I only want the love in you. By you.

Watch out for the breaking heart

There's a war and I'm losing everyday.

Eyes as candles

It could have been. In a world where good things happen to me.

I curse at the wind

I won't write about love if it doesn't exist.

Coiled up in the filthy ground

I try to build up a world of magic because in real life my life is somewhat tragic.

Give it a second

Have you thought about us?

A moment

When are you giving up your heart?

Who's moving on?

I don't want to feel like this. It's not meant to be like this. Not what I planned at all.

I can feel a weakness coming on

It's the way you do, the things you do that make me fall for you.

The lung of love

I am high from all the waiting.

Hey little girl

I'm such a fool for you. I can't help but smile every time I see you.

Would I be out of line?

You do something to me that I can't explain.

Sad to say, I'm back

Why do you make it so hard for me to get over you?

I'm sorry. Last night felt like hell! You were just right there. Looking so beautiful. And I just couldn't do anything. I couldn't even go near you. I just had to stop my self. It's for the better. I promised my self that I wouldn't care anymore. Sad to say. But I still do. Who am I kidding. I'm lying to myself. No matter how hard I try, I still couldn't get you out of my mind. Maybe that's just the way it is? Well. For me.

Continuing what I started

I'll continue to write words, take pictures, and express every single bit of emotion in this page.

This story ends without you

Painful, pointless, overrated... Love.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just saying this because I'm in the process of letting go. Letting you go. Maybe I'm just saying this because I'm forcing my self to hate you. I just don't want to be stuck on you anymore. After last night. I realized that you really are not the one for me. Goodbye.

This night sky

I'll see you tonight.

The streets are on fire

Feels like me when I'm about to see you.

Run as far as you can

Go, run. Runaway. Go wherever. And whatever you do, don't look back. Run as far as you can. It's for the better.

Only time

I've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. I've kept these wounds open for long enough. Maybe it's time for me to let go, time for these wounds to heal. I'll keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what I am talking about.

The abandoned feeling

You didn't finish what you started.

The solid and the stripe

Seeing you with him and knowing that you've moved on kills me.

The lost

Someone please teach me how to love.

Inject me that amnesia

I wish I could forget.

Forget meeting you.

Finding out what just happened.

Because I don't want to be like this.

I don't want to feel like this.

But I can't.

With everything that's happened.

I can't lose the way I feel about you.

We'll meet again, someday

I'll try to move on. Hope I do get to move on. I'm going to miss you but this is all for the best.

The 8 letter phrase

I want to reach the point where we can say "I love you" to one another and actually mean it.

Where did I go wrong?

I'll find a way to finally make it right.

Like you care

I adore you you. Please don't ignore me.

Set some time aside to stay

You're the one. I know you are.

A song of desperation

I won't stop until you say it's over. I won't stop to surrender.

Maybe I'm just saying this

Catch me, I'm moving on.