Monday, August 31, 2009

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Thank you for everything.
Thank you for all the good times.
Thank you for opening my eyes.
Thank you for holding my hand when I needed you the most.
Thank you for keeping me in your arms.
Thank you for letting me take care of you.
Thank you for making me stronger.
Thank you for making me feel special.
Thank you for letting me be a part of your life.
Thank you for inspiring me to do what I'm doing right now.


You're still very special to me.

You and me

Through the good and the bad times which we never had.

Your sorry rainbow expressions

If it's not meant to happen, it's not meant to happen.

Maybe someday

Time told me not to ask for more.

Listen to the rythm of the raindrops

Embrace even the smallest glimmer of hope.

It takes two to whisper

I'll think of you tonight.

My Japanese scream

I'm sorry if I keep on writing. Annoying? But, this is the only way I could release these words, feel weightless.

The paramour

As I went to hell, the devil asked me if it was worth it. I said yes. Yes it was.

Last days on the cruise ship

The best trip I've ever had. Hope we meet again someday.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

The moist in my lens

Is it a waste of time?
Am I kidding myself?
I still haven't given up on you. I'm just taking a break.

This boy is about to burn

Wasn't sure how deep a hole I was getting into. Yet I choose to wake up every morning with a smile of my face.

The curse of consciousness

I think.
I feel.
I suffer.

Step aside

I have nothing interesting to say to you today.

Hello, goodbye

The truth is, I'm not doing well at all. I'm just acting like everything is fine just so you won't see my weakness.
Which is you not being here anymore.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I was reaching for your hand

You're still not over him. I once said before I can never be him. I can't compete with him. We're too different. I said I will never leave. But you have to tell me why should I stay.

Is there really a reason for me to
not lose my grip?

Where I left off

Just so you know, I'm not expecting anymore of you. I just don't want to lose a friend who meant so much to me, and still does.

The next time around

Tango's not for 3.
We were worn.
I didn't listen.


Too late...

Turn left, turn right

When you passed by earlier...
I was a little bit puzzled as where I should put myself up.
Should I just really put these behind and say I am okay or will I stay and prove it to you that you are the missing piece in this puzzle?

Because it's beautiful out there

The love, the like, the feeling or whatever you call it is still there.
I am still here.
I just took a break.
I'm just giving you time to miss me.
Is it working? I'm not sure.
Maybe this time you'll start figuring out yourself.


I miss you...

Because we're turning the pages again

It's not over yet for me.
Maybe we'll end up together in the end.
Maybe.
I can only hope...

Friday, August 28, 2009

Frequent Silence

I might not always share my thoughts, but maybe that just helps me listen that much more.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

The light that blinds

I miss you today.
I miss you for life.
I miss you.
Really...

Closer and closer

You had better days. I was hoping I could have one, one day with you..

Beyond priceless

The silence between us is sometimes just so daunting when all I really want to do is shout, "I LIKE YOU!"

Closed in silence, left to wonder

I find it hard to tell myself that life is okay, life doesn't suck, and I'm just being melodramatic about everything.

Rise and shine

Even stars fade out.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

From me to you

I'll hold out my hand to you. Supreme love and respect.

Sunset and silhouette dreams

Do you remember when we held each other on the twenty-third?

Monday, August 24, 2009

Reaching out to feel the warmth

No one is hating anyone. I just need more time to pull myself together. That's all.

That undying feeling

No matter how deep I bury it... It comes back to life every time I see you.

It's all too sweet to last

You taught me what this really feels like.
Then how it feels to lose it.
You showed me what I wanted.
Then what I didn't.
You were just letting it flow.
Then suddenly drew a line.
You weren't mine to begin with.
Then not to end with.
You looked like everything I wanted.
Then became something I hated?

You almost killed me.

The verge

I'm not sure if I'm already in the process. But, know this.
I still haven't given up on you.

Not the story you can tell

Telling him what really happened might be a start of another teardrop.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

The wordless

You look so good it hurts sometimes.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

When I made it through

One day, I'll be able to ask about her without getting upset. But I'm sorry, that day hasn't come yet.

Counting down

I'll pull myself together.

Distarcting myself from your stare

I will promise myself I won't care.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The effort

Loving you is like trying to touch a star, I know I can never reach you, but I can't help but try.

As they come and go

When I see you smile and know that it's not for me, that's when I miss you most.

The make-up

If someone you love hurts you, then you don't love them. You love who you thought they were.

The war of hearts and minds

My mind is telling me that I should give up. But my heart won't let me.

The shout

I never thought it could be so hard to lose something I never really had.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Fine tuning

You don't know how hard it is to get over you when every time I see you my heart begins to smile.

Like we did it over summer long

Please come back soon. I miss you.

It's just a turn of a card

You'll call it fate maybe its because you think that we weren't meant for each other. I'll call it karma for making your life complicated.

Monday, August 17, 2009

The beauty in a breakdown

When you feel like you cant sink any lower, just remember this: in order to feel that level of devastation, you had to have experienced something very very wonderful. Be glad that it happened.

Finding home

Just close your eyes so you won't see me crashing down.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

The price I pay

You're back home. There's nothing I can do about it and it hurts.


It was fun while it lasted.

Because every color goes where you do

You move so fast and I can't keep up.

Feel a weakness coming on

You knew that it was wrong. But, you weren't strong enough to stay away.