Saturday, October 31, 2009

The beauty that never fades

The night was beautiful and so were you. It was a pleasure seeing you last night. You're as beautiful as ever.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Watching the lantern dim

When there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. Take risks. Don't be afraid. Swallow you pride in the name of love/survival. You'll gain something.

Because the best things in life don't come free.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

We will become silhouettes

We can't gain if we can't let go, there's no love without tears, there's no happiness without sacrifice, and there's no forever without goodbyes. How many goodbyes does it take for you to realize/feel that I really want to be with you?


I already said goodbye twice.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The same old story

I miss the way you speak.

I miss the way we talk.

I miss the way I tower over you.

I miss the way we hold hands.

I miss the way your hand fit in mine.

I miss the way you lips move.

I miss the way your lips touch mine.

I miss the way you kiss.

I miss the way you look at me.

I miss the way your eyes catch light.

I miss the way you smile.

I miss the way you make me smile.

I miss you.




I miss your face.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Someone will be with you shortly

You chose me.

I chose you.

Against the odds, we found you each other.

Coincidence? I don't think so!

And for that, I am eternally indebted to the twists and turns of fate.

Monday, October 26, 2009

You inspire the dreams that guide me

You deserve all the applause, all the cheering, all the credit, and all the compliments. Everyone should thank you. You are the artist behind everything. Not me. You are the reason why these pictures and these words exist.


I'm just the publisher.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

The place where we used to stay

Why don't you stay? Sit right next to me and make me smile. Make me feel like a child.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Friday, October 23, 2009

If only I was using this head of mine

I thought it'd be sweeter the second time around.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I still can't forget

I see the smile you give that guy. Haven't seen that smile for such a long while. It's killing me. Don't do this to me, again.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Those ocean eyes

Baby girl, Baby girl. Why couldn't you tell me anything? I love you so...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

That's how it is

Don't be afraid to hurt anyone. LOVE hurts. They'll understand.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Never seen the sun shine brighter

I’m a little bit hemmed in.

A little bit isolated.

A little bit hopeful.

A little bit cold.

But I hold on.

And I feel strong.

And I know that I can be.

I'm getting used to it.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

The glare

You're so beautiful. So beautiful you shine so bright. I can't help but stare. I'm blinded. Even the sun is jealous of the way you shine. You will never burn out. Because I said so.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

The message

I need you to understand something. I wrote these words just for you. I took these pictures just for you. For you and just only you. You are meant to read them. And as long as I keep writing and as long as I keep taking pictures. It's a sign that my feelings for you still remains.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Hey miss

I look at you.
You look back.
I look away.
I laugh at myself.
embarrassed.
You caught me staring.
I'm sorry, can't help but appreciate.
You're still the prettiest thing I see.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The build up

As soon as you think you're done, you are. Keep growing. Never be done.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

The lover

Hey, how's it going? You look great. You always do. I can see that you're happy. Bet he is too. So I guess everything worked out between you guys huh? See, I told you he'd do everything just to make things work. I know... Because I'd do the same thing.

The bastard is lucky to have you.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

We look good side by side.

I like the fact that you are completely unaware of your effect on me, how a single smile on your face in the morning leaves me completely bedazzled for the rest of the day and how you at times even thought that I disregarded you completely.

I know what I feel about you. You just don't know what to feel about me.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Whats left inside

You'll never read this.

But if I could tell you something, it'd be that I miss you. I don't know why but my heart is aching for you. I could never actually say that to you, and you would never actually understand. But it's killing me that time is passing by so quickly and nothing has happened and probably never will. This past 4 months has gone by like nothing. Your feelings for me change as quickly as heartbeats. And I just need you to stay, I need you to want me, I need you so much closer than you could ever know.

Sunday, October 11, 2009

You left me with a broken heart/leg

Emotional pain is a form of torture. It is worst that physical pain

You left me just when I needed you the most.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

My indirect way of telling you

I really miss you. And I'll continue to write these stupid little notes because I know you'll never read them. It's my way of telling you how I feel without really telling you.

Friday, October 9, 2009

The beauty and the pain

I cannot stand the look in your eyes when you look at me, for the shortest second. Shortest breath. I give in. So leave and tape your mouth shut, glue your lashes together and smile with your teeth hanging out.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

The circle never ends

You're at the top of my list of meaningful decisions I need to make.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The crossed lines

You are the reason why I write these words. You've inspired me. You've given me the power to create art. I am grateful for every love and every heartache I've ever experienced. I thank you.

Monday, October 5, 2009

The envoker of our deepest emotions

Are dreams real?

Will they ever happen, come true?

Have this been all real?

When? How? When??

Will you ever be in my arms again?

When will I ever stop pretending?

A dream is a question you don't know how to answer.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Beating like the saddest metronome

I love to be there...

I love to sit and hear you blabbering every detail of what's it, how, when and where.

I love to be there everyday simply because I know I am going into a certain direction.

I love being there even at my most tiring day ever.

I love being there because of the reason why everybody's there but more importantly I love to be there because of you.


Please take me way from here.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

The skeptic

Sorry, I'll be too busy making excuses, waiting for things to change on their own, and compiling lists of regrets. But its good to know how you feel.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Twist away

I thought we wanted the same thing.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Like before everything happened

I pass by you. Our eyes meet and we nod our mutually agreeable greeting. Safely.