Sunday, August 30, 2009

This boy is about to burn

Wasn't sure how deep a hole I was getting into. Yet I choose to wake up every morning with a smile of my face.

The curse of consciousness

I think.
I feel.
I suffer.

Step aside

I have nothing interesting to say to you today.

Hello, goodbye

The truth is, I'm not doing well at all. I'm just acting like everything is fine just so you won't see my weakness.
Which is you not being here anymore.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

I was reaching for your hand

You're still not over him. I once said before I can never be him. I can't compete with him. We're too different. I said I will never leave. But you have to tell me why should I stay.

Is there really a reason for me to
not lose my grip?

Where I left off

Just so you know, I'm not expecting anymore of you. I just don't want to lose a friend who meant so much to me, and still does.

The next time around

Tango's not for 3.
We were worn.
I didn't listen.


Too late...

Turn left, turn right

When you passed by earlier...
I was a little bit puzzled as where I should put myself up.
Should I just really put these behind and say I am okay or will I stay and prove it to you that you are the missing piece in this puzzle?

Because it's beautiful out there

The love, the like, the feeling or whatever you call it is still there.
I am still here.
I just took a break.
I'm just giving you time to miss me.
Is it working? I'm not sure.
Maybe this time you'll start figuring out yourself.


I miss you...

Because we're turning the pages again

It's not over yet for me.
Maybe we'll end up together in the end.
Maybe.
I can only hope...

Friday, August 28, 2009

Frequent Silence

I might not always share my thoughts, but maybe that just helps me listen that much more.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

The light that blinds

I miss you today.
I miss you for life.
I miss you.
Really...

Closer and closer

You had better days. I was hoping I could have one, one day with you..

Beyond priceless

The silence between us is sometimes just so daunting when all I really want to do is shout, "I LIKE YOU!"

Closed in silence, left to wonder

I find it hard to tell myself that life is okay, life doesn't suck, and I'm just being melodramatic about everything.

Rise and shine

Even stars fade out.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

From me to you

I'll hold out my hand to you. Supreme love and respect.

Sunset and silhouette dreams

Do you remember when we held each other on the twenty-third?

Monday, August 24, 2009

Reaching out to feel the warmth

No one is hating anyone. I just need more time to pull myself together. That's all.

That undying feeling

No matter how deep I bury it... It comes back to life every time I see you.

It's all too sweet to last

You taught me what this really feels like.
Then how it feels to lose it.
You showed me what I wanted.
Then what I didn't.
You were just letting it flow.
Then suddenly drew a line.
You weren't mine to begin with.
Then not to end with.
You looked like everything I wanted.
Then became something I hated?

You almost killed me.

The verge

I'm not sure if I'm already in the process. But, know this.
I still haven't given up on you.

Not the story you can tell

Telling him what really happened might be a start of another teardrop.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

The wordless

You look so good it hurts sometimes.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

When I made it through

One day, I'll be able to ask about her without getting upset. But I'm sorry, that day hasn't come yet.

Counting down

I'll pull myself together.

Distarcting myself from your stare

I will promise myself I won't care.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The effort

Loving you is like trying to touch a star, I know I can never reach you, but I can't help but try.

As they come and go

When I see you smile and know that it's not for me, that's when I miss you most.

The make-up

If someone you love hurts you, then you don't love them. You love who you thought they were.

The war of hearts and minds

My mind is telling me that I should give up. But my heart won't let me.

The shout

I never thought it could be so hard to lose something I never really had.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Fine tuning

You don't know how hard it is to get over you when every time I see you my heart begins to smile.

Like we did it over summer long

Please come back soon. I miss you.

It's just a turn of a card

You'll call it fate maybe its because you think that we weren't meant for each other. I'll call it karma for making your life complicated.

Monday, August 17, 2009

The beauty in a breakdown

When you feel like you cant sink any lower, just remember this: in order to feel that level of devastation, you had to have experienced something very very wonderful. Be glad that it happened.

Finding home

Just close your eyes so you won't see me crashing down.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

The price I pay

You're back home. There's nothing I can do about it and it hurts.


It was fun while it lasted.

Because every color goes where you do

You move so fast and I can't keep up.

Feel a weakness coming on

You knew that it was wrong. But, you weren't strong enough to stay away.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Countless lovers undercover of the streets

You're out and about living it up and all I can do is hope and wait it will work out.

The awful truth

Dreams make us feel better because that's where we can have them to ourselves! But then again at times dreams piss me off big time because of the fact that it didn't really happen.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Against the sun

I want to see you but, I don't.
I want to talk to you but, sometimes I get tongue tied and end up saying nothing at all.
I want to ask you out but, I can't. I'm afraid that you might say no to me.
I wanted to ask you a lot of things but, I didn't.


I know I'm better than this.

When words free flow

I like it when we talk. We never run out of things to say.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

That's just the way it is

I don't want to get over her. I want to get her back.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Just breathe

Sadness flies away on the wings of time.

Is there such a thing as too much beauty?

I believe that's you.
Please don't tell me that I'm wrong.
That won't change anything.
Because I think that you're beautiful.
You always will be.
Live with it.

Close to me

This is me, wanting you in my arms again.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

The hopeless romantic

I don't know why but, I always see you in my dreams. And it disappoints me whenever I wake up from that dream. Maybe it's because of the fact that it didn't really happen.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

A heart on a headlock

There is no point in looking for someone new because your heart still belongs to someone.